我在掩饰……。
看着一封封的短讯，我明白了。
一切的激励，是为了要阻止我犯下错误，
不过，我仍然犯了下去。
迟疑中，我按着胸口，
嗯…… 谢谢你。
我难掩兴奋，喜极而泣，
我不过是在掩饰自己那灰色的仲景。
回想起当时的糗景，我明白了。
原来妳选了这个题材，是为了提醒我，
为了让我有所警惕；
抱歉，我没察觉。
我装着不懂，不堪回首。
我不过是在掩饰自己那紫色的疑问。
忙得毫无头绪，忙得没有日夜；我不明白。
我摆出了架子，捆着无力的双臂，
心中寒风袭击。
得到了，失去得更多。
我很快乐，一切如常。
我不过是在掩饰自己那泛红的##。
等了好几个小时，铃声没有响起。我总算明白了。
双手缓缓举起……我继续嬉皮笑脸。
我独自行走，不畏风雨，
我将##数码化了，啥也没有。
零和一，滴滴答答，流入了河川。
我的韧性最终掩饰了自己。
上了两个metal ring
在放了医生一次飞机后，今天终于有机会见见医生做下调整了。
本来呢，今天注定要拔掉最后一颗牙齿的，不过医生毒懒我放他飞机，所以他说今天他没空帮我拔牙，叫我回家拿支spanar自己拔。 （最后那句我乱讲的……）
医生今天看了我的牙齿情况，很开心的跟我说我的牙齿情况越来越好了，牙石也不再泛滥成灾，连我那歪到可以刨西瓜的暴牙也开始慢慢归位了。我那舔了二十多年都舔不到的暴牙，我终于舔到了！！！这种久违的感觉就像是大肚腩的肥佬减肥减到终于可以看到自己的小jj那般兴奋～ 或许就像平胸女生有一天发觉自己终于有了浑圆的波波的那种差不多要痛哭流泪，外加鬼哭神嚎，顺便流马尿的那种报仇雪恨的那种百感交集的触感。
当我还正陶醉于那种快感之际，医生说今天会帮我上两个ring。我起先以为是树胶ring，哪里知道是圆圆的metal ring！我正在想这么大个的ring到底要装在哪里啊？？？？我鼻子没有打洞，耳朵也没有穿环，乳头也……。
医生说要装在牙齿上……（废话！）其实是装在最后第二颗牙齿上啦。过程是多么的顺利就别说了。我想要提的是这个ring是有上石灰的，目的是阻止食物囤积在ring里面。
由于这是个ring，我的舌头老是觉得突出来的ring是食物残渣，一直想去舔……。
我好怀念当初绑牙时，8个小时后的那种痛楚感……现在我的牙齿都不知道是不是太过熟悉这种痛楚了，医生都觉得奇怪……还一直问我痛不痛啊 痛不痛啊的！ 我现在活得很好，天天都可以大吃大喝，只是不太能够吃很脆很脆的炸香蕉，和很硬很硬的南乳炸肉。KFC啊、麦当劳啊，、甚至是牛排羊排都没问题了。
啊！！！！对了！！！我现在唯一面对的问题是青菜很难咬断。每次饭后清理牙齿的时候都觉得口腔好恐怖。 哈哈
归类 Filed under --> 绑牙随笔, 聊天打屁 Chatting | Comment (1) | 241 viewsFriend or client?
It somehow made me wonder, if friends are friends or they simply just my clients?
As the wise man said, treat your clients as your clients, do not treat them as your friends, because they are not your friends! They are simply your clients who pay you to do your clown job.
Now, there’s this thing call facebook, I treat facebook as a tool to communicate with friends, which is very personal. Friends share their lifes, their laughters, their pressure in work, their mumbles, their rant, some even share their very-private-photos.
As a friend, I don’t get offended if friends call me IT Prostitute or even other freaking embarassing nicknames. Friends could just label me anything, and I know it is just an expression, nothing more.
What if, your client is also your friend ?
I may have made a mistake by treating one of my client as my friend. Well, the wrong client I guess. In reality, there really are clients becoming my friends.
I always treat my clients as my clients in my clients’ premise during working hours. Well, as a consultant, I too make mistakes which may have resulted in deterioration of my service quality or image. Hmm… though, I’m not such stupid for needing my client to point at my errors.
However, when a client who happens to be a friend, starts complaining, the hell let lose.
I was accused for being unprofessional and not respecting a client as a client while sharing my thoughts in facebook… …
Oh my… … since when facebook had become a professional tool to help clients?
Had facebook evolved this much already? Man… I’m not even a star or a public person. Lim Kit Siang wouldn’t even care if I write “DAP eat shit” on my status eventhough I have him on my friend list.
and what is that my thoughts on facebook got to do with not treating my client as a client and not showing respect to the client as a client and being unprofessional in facebook??????
It’s facebook! it’s not even a productive tool. It’s just a lame ass web application that basically do what tweeter,friendster,netlog,myspace do. The fact that you’re on my friend list is because you’re a friend, not a client. There was no known professional way to communicate with a friend was it?
I’m speechless somehow.
This is the first time I had to delete my thoughts before I seriously offend my client.
When things get ugly, fingers start pointing. Vendor loses.
I fucked up.
归类 Filed under --> 言论省思 Perceptions | Comment (0) | 146 views直销……人人唯恐避之不及
大家都应该知道什么是直销吧？Direct Selling、金钱游戏、分享好东西、老鼠会……这些都是直销带来的负面印象。
别说我会这么认为，如果我听到朋友叫我进直销，譬如说amway的话，我一听到am……就已经老早away了。 有多远逃多远！最好是永远看不到。同样的……我一听到cos……我也会快快make way！马上溜之大吉。
我很奇怪，成功的直销员往往都不像骗子，反而那些像骗子的直销员根本撑不起多少大队。
我的观察是，那些成功的，他们都有一份写意的收入，工作很多都是吃脑的，连IT专才也有。
这也许真是一种金字塔游戏，但是为什么他们能够将他们的人际网络建立上来呢？ 我非常不解。就连个大公司的总裁都甘愿下水捕鱼，捞了一大票水鱼回来。
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